03 4 / 2010

Why does being alone seem like the best company I’ve ever had?
The liberation withing my loneliness is so beautiful it pains me. Is it because I do not know how to be a friend or a lover that I like being alone? Is it because the human race is such a disgrace? Is it because I think I am too good for others to walk at my side? Is it because I am fear I am not good enough?
Why can’t I understand these things? I’ve grown too content in my lonely solitude and confusion.

Why does being alone seem like the best company I’ve ever had?

The liberation withing my loneliness is so beautiful it pains me. Is it because I do not know how to be a friend or a lover that I like being alone? Is it because the human race is such a disgrace? Is it because I think I am too good for others to walk at my side? Is it because I am fear I am not good enough?

Why can’t I understand these things? I’ve grown too content in my lonely solitude and confusion.

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